I hate having to always care so much and not get any acknowledgement back. I hate having to give more of my time than of his. I hate having to go out of my way just to be with you but you cant do the same. I hate asking you for one thing and you cant do it cos you got other things to get. When theres a huge difference between what i want and what you want. I hate having to always give so much and do so much and nothing ever goes right. I hate having to always ask for your time when i dont even need to. I hate feeling so alone in this relationship because when we’re apart i feel like I’m not in a relationship at all. I hate having to always tell you how i feel and you dont seem to care thats why I keep things to myself. I hate having to always cry because all the feelings built up inside me is starting to go over the wall. I hate having to build up my wall all over again after being crushed so many times. I hate having to give trust when I know I shouldnt. Im just waiting for the day when I really do give up because then.. Theres no turning back.
